When the nightfall comes.

The light diminishes as tears fall.
Silence deafening, as I make my mark.
My mind playing tricks on me, I feel confused and scared.
The beauty of the night fading

Feeling alone, having no choice.
Eyes glimmering, filling with tears.
I think about all I can do, all that can go wrong.
Wishing to myself that I could be happier.

The thought terrifies me, scared, I am.
I wonder if there is another way.
I want to do this, then I don't.
All I need is a way out.

It's too bad, it's too late.
Sometimes I wonder.
If it all could have been different.
Then I realized I wouldn't want it to be.

Stepping out of the shadow

The day that you realize is the day that I die.
The day you find out, I guarantee you’ll cry.
I feel sad to tell you this, but you must know.
I hate to worry you like this but I am not okay.
Help is needed here, I sure hope to get some.
All you must do is notice, and tell someone.
I am in despair, I am broken, in need to be fixed.
As well as I look happy, I am dead inside.
A depression worsened with time, sadness that isn’t fine.
I need to be healed, I need to be saved.
The almighty please take me away.
Until then I will live my life, for beauty and love.
Rather than depression and sorrow.